If time could stop at the best moments,

I tell you something. I have never felt this tired for a very very long time! Yes, being mentally tired had been something that happened very frequently a month back. But now, i feel so tired! From head to toe, tired! ): I practically walked since 11am till around 7pm with occasional rest by being into shoe shops while waiting for members of the clique to try on shoes! (: Hahaha! Can't remember what we did yesterday but i barely ate anything and was rather happy to be able to get some things i want! (:

This was supposed to be posted on 13th November but yeah, due to laziness, i didn't complete the post and i wanted to procrastinate again and post it some other days! Hahaha! But i think if i don't post now, i will be too lazy to post again. So, i shall be hardworking tonight and complete my post! (: It's almost two and i am not even tired at all! Omg, what happened! Hahaha! (: Just hope i won't be late tomorrow. (:

Wheeeee, i had been going out everyday since O's over and i will be till after prom. This.is.so.fun! And, i am going everywhere except school! (: Heehee! Yay, i am happy to say that i have cleared whatever i needed for prom! (: Except for doing nails and hair which will be done on monday and tuesday respectively. (: Heehee!

Okay, actually i am very tired alr. ._. Shall go sleep first! I will do a proper post with tons of pictures after prom kay? (: Yay!

Hello, it had been long since i last visited this page and actually typed something long long here! Hahaha! I gave up my Penguin Father to come online leh!!! Hahaha! I wanna have a TV in my study room laa! So i can play and watch! (: Hohoho! After much calculations, actually not a lot laa, i found out that we have completed 11 papers and there are five more to go! Omg, i can't belive O's are ending soon! Though i am super glad about it. Now, i can't wait for 11th, 15th and 17th November! (: Heehee! So excting! (: Heehee!

I fee so unlucky today! ): I spent yesterday reading up Fahreheit 451 and i read till page 130 or something where Granger just appeared and i stopped, tikng that Faber or Montag or any other characters will be out instead! Hahaha, but yeah, i got Granger in th end. ): I'm lucky to know about what he did and all, but i can't remember them very clearly laa. ): OMG! Hahaha! Hope my Combined Humanities don't die, or i will cry man. ): Hahaha! Anyway, thanks dear for waking up early and go school with me! (: Hohoho! Yay!

I can't really remember much from the hectic days of O's. It's just mmorizing till late, waking up early and doing the papers in the afternoon. (: But whnever the day ended, you feel a burden off your shoulder and the feeling was really great! Because it meant that O's coming to an end soooon! (: Hohoho! Really looking forward to 11th, 15th and 17th! Should be fun and i wonder if i should go escape or try any wild things soon. I.NEED.TO.UNWND! (: Hohoho! I just rewarded myself by getting the shirt that i had been eyeing for long! (: Yay, felt really happy after buying it. (: Shall wear sooon! (: Heehee

Okay, save the saliva and let the pictures do the talking! Have loads to post and maybe, i can remember things from there. (:

OFFICIAL LAST DAY IN ANDERSON! (:

MID-AUTUMN'09 <3

DAYS WITH JOSEPH AMOS AND MYSELF! (:

If you can figure out the letters, thy standfor X.J.A (:

Shall upload to here! There are many more, but i guess i would post them all on facebook after O's! (:

Somehow, i knew this was coming again. And now, i realised there was nothing i could do but change. Don't understand, you don't have to. It had always been like this all the while, so what more should i ask from you? I am so tired by all these nitty gritty stuffs. I don't even know if it was a right choice now. Been too over-reliant and i found myself feeling the same as L...

( Not talking about dear :D )

Just a quick post before i go. (: Haven't bee here for long and haven't really got the time to blog. Hmmm... Many things had happened this week. A saddening event. ): Was shocked when i received the news that my grandma had passed away on Sunday's afternoon, but yet, i thought i wouldn't feel very sad. Went over to see Granny the last time, she looked really peaceful(: Till then, nothing struck me. ): Went down for dinner and studied Geography over at Granny's place and went home at around 11pm.

Memories started flashing back when i see Granny for the last time, i didn't know i would have missed her so much. Seeing her go, is something really unbearable. ): Stayed till they finished setting up the wake and i went off to find Dear at Macs. Couldn't really concentrate, hence, we went back to my house's area and i went to change before going off again. Studied! (: But the sad thing was, i got bitten by a darn mosquito. ._. So irritated! ): Went for dinner and head to tuition. (: Tuition was fun! And my last tuition's going to benext Saturday, ): Booo! So gonna miss my 6 years tutor! ):

Went to school to study with the guys! (: Rather fun and productive! (: And we went Joseph's house opposite for dinner! (: like the yummy food there! (: The guys sent me to my granny's wake and they went back! (: Wheee, thank you! (: Met the guys on Wednesday again! (: Went for my dental appointment at Compass Point and studied at Cafe Galilee after having our lunch. Hmmm... Okay, i got no comments for the -, you have to be there yourself. ._. Saw a few andersonians! Heehee! Then went off at four for dinner and went to the wake again. Did the things i am supposed to do and chatted with my paternal grandparents and uncle and we went home after that. (:

After the funeral, we went to the Mandai Crematorium. ): Seriously, seeing your love ones going off, is something really saddening. ): ):

Goodbye grandma, i will miss you. ): Take care wherever you are.

I regretted not going back recently, i really regretted...

Last say In Anderson Secondary:

Didn't get to blog yesterday cause i fell asleep right after my dinner. Yes, fat! ): My tummy's getting big anyway, OMG! Hahaha! ): Just a few things i want to say, and a few things i wish to say to some people. (:

My last day in Anderson. Me and Dear's plan failed. Because we couldn't get up early early in the morning, pigs to the max! ): Wore contacts to school for the second time! (: I feel much better than the time when i first wore it to school! Heehee! Took two pictures with Dear at the parade square and i was being attacked by a cockroach! Okay, it didn't attack me, but the sight of it makes me... HAHAHAHA! Ran away to somewhere faraway! Haha! (: Had PE at the indoor sports hall! (: Played like mad! (: Was sweating like crazy. ): HAHA!

Mr Chye was really cute! (: Yay, i took a picture with him! Wahahaha! (: Then went for Chemistry, Miss Mok was very funny! Hahaha! (: I like her lesson, really learn a lot! And i love Chemistry! (: Hohoho! Recess was card session! With, Moss, Seph, Joe and Blod. Me no asshole for all the rounds! HAHAHA! (: Happy like mad! (: CI was at Indoor Sports Hall again. (: Ah, videos just make me cry. ): I don't know why. HAHA! ): I hate the feeling of leaving a place where i am already very failiar to. ): But yeah, all the best for everyone! (: Hohoho!

Back to class with lots of admin work to do! HAHA! Seriously i wondered why am i in class for about half an hour packing stuffs. ._. I forgot what i packed. I became the treasurer for 2/4's Chalet this year! HAHAHA! Omg, hope i don't lose those money and stuffs. ): Me is a poor kid who have no $$$ to pay back de! ): HAHAHA! People, faster pay for Chalet ah! I WANT CHALET! Hahaha! (: Though it's still far far away. ): Heehee! Lunched with Joseph's clique minus Joe cause ah... You all know. Hahaha. And also with Blod! Went Ah Mei's Cafe at Amk Hub! (: Had a hard time finding seats! Kang Heng saw his primary school friend and his clique were wow that he see his friend outside for the first time! HAHAHA!

Was eating halfway when an uncle dropped two cups of tea and a chicken. ._. The chicken look so sad loh. ): HAHAHAHA! Luckily me and Blodwen weren't hit by the gravy! (: Then back to school with Dear to study! (: Till 7pm in the Library and we went to take pictures and walked one round around the classrooms there, scary! ): Homed and slept! ): HAHAHA! I love school with you. (:

Today:

Woke up at around 1030! Bathed and went to meet Dear at Hougang Point again! I should seriously stop being late! It's just down my house and i am still late all the time! ): Ate lunch at foodcourt and headed for Macs to do work! Hahaha! Was zzz when this girl who is always very noisy came and do work. ): Hahaha. And as what i have expected, she really made a lot of noise an all the tables were very irritated by her. ._. Did one Maths Paper, one Chemistry Paper and revised a little of Physics! I love drinking tea! Makes me awake! (: But Dear says we cannot drink to often or we will be immnued and won't make me awake anymore. HAHAHAHA!

Amos came at around 1pm! (: He was ultra irritated by the noisy girl. First time i see him so irritated at someone! ): Hahaha! Bought fries and bought cheese from KFC. Omg, the cheese really rocks! (: Hohoho! Super nice! Haha! I LOVE CHEESE ( Blodwen, look here! HAHAH! ) Then went for dinner at around 8pm! (: I feel quite hardworking today. Shall continue workig hard hard! (: Hohoho! Wanted to study at Void Deck cause Amos don't want go Macs! So we went to the playground area, saw people playing candles. Feeling tempted, i went home and got the stuffs too! Me an Dear had our second Mid Autumn festival in a year! Hahahah! Amos suddenly very sad. ): I don't know why. ): We had a hard time scraping the wax and the guys are really dangerous creatures. Joseph nearly killed Amos with a candle and sparklers! Omg, really can die. And  got dripped by wax when Amos flicked the candle. ): Joseph burned himself using a candle. ._. HAHAHAHAH!

Went home at ten! (: Too lazy with the details! I shall go eat cake and sleep now (: Study day everyday! ):

Dedications will be done aftr O's, love you people! (:

" You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves. "

From Lianmeng's blog awhile ago. Just suddenly feel like posting this before going to study! HAHA! True enough, i guess everyone hates this feeling. ):

I hope for the best, be it studies or the others. (:

Time for Lit, Fahrenheit 451 rocks! (: Never regret taking Lit Elective! (: